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[Feb. 8th, 2007|04:51 am]
I'm tired, but I don't really want to go to bed because I know I should get more work done, but when I start doing work I nod off. I can't tell if the audio I'm working on is good or still shitty, so it's likely best to stop.

I am fucking nervous. I've already gotten a couple rejection letters from internships, and I'm anxious about fucking up getting the job (if there is one) in Connecticut. Otherwise, things are fucking daisies.

I think I'm actually much more nervous about various things than I regularly admit, to myself or anyone.... It's a chink in my armor, I suppose. I've been getting those washes of nervous nausea here and there. But making some good photos and having fun while doing it, so it pretty much balances out. Until the summer comes and I've got no internship.

My boss asked if I wanted to stay here another year, which is not the first thing I want to do with my next year 'in the business,' though it could be beneficial--provide a base to work from to build contacts that help me get a job.

I don't really know where this is going.
...'guess that's a good place to stop.